tuesday.

anak ng badtreep. aga aga badtreep na. ahahays. ayon karaniwang araw. gising-kain-ligo-pasok
ahahays. ayonn tulad ng dati late nanaman. pagkadating ko wala nmn tao, sana hinde nlng ako pumasok, nagmadali pa ko.. pero paglingon lingon ko hayun nandun nmn pala ung iba kong kaklase walang gngwa, mukhang tangaa..

lumipas ang oras.. wala nmn kameng gnwa, sabay sabe "wala na daw tayong klase" ahay.
tambay tambay lang muna sandali.. maya maya may sumigaw " may pasok na daw ule" ano kaya un?

pero hinde un eeh. meh mas nkakabadtrip pa.. si manong guard. si manong guard na gwapo daw, tangkad nya eh sarap halikan. @_@. tae tae bastaa dahil sakanya mag CCS daw kame? wahahaha ( cesarean section?) loko lokong manong yun ah.ahahah pero ang ibig sabihin pala nya talaga ay mag cocommunity service daw kame. lolol panget nya.

ORIGINAL SIN!

alam ko isa itong napakalaking kasalanan
hindi ko sinasadya.hindi ko talaga sinasadya!nagising nalang ako na ikaw na ang ksama ng puso ko, and i cried, i cried a lot! hindi ko alam gagawin ko.lalo lang lumalalim ang lahat habang tumtagal.hindi ko maiwasan, hindi ko alam kung bakit at papaaano. natatakot ako.takot na takot! pano na to.hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko.masasaktan ka, ako at lalong lalo na syaa.nakakahiya.nakakalungkot.pano na?mapipigilan ko pa ba to?ayokong masaktan sya.naguguluhan ako.mahal kita.mahal nya ko.ayoko na,tama na.bakit kasi!BAKIT BAKIT BAKIT!!!ano bang ginawa ko?

nakakainis.manhid kapa,nde pa ba halata?hindi mo ba nakikita?pakamatay ka nlng.nakakairita talaga,tatanong tanong ka pa dyan.

you always make my soul evaporate..

your killing me softly,my heart beats faster, i almost lost my breath.

i love everything from you,eventhough i havent see you. i love you
i love the way you tell stories..you make impossible things possible,
your so snobbish yet clever and im loving it!
i love every little thing from you. im really falling for you, i wanna die! :((

i know its forbidden, but what should i do?

i know its seems desperate but its true,

i know you dont care,i know you dont love me like the way i do....and its hurting me so muuuuuuuuuuuuch.but who i am to be loved?im just a stupid person, nobody loves me, nobody likes me, nobody cares for me!!!!!!!!:[[

HOW TO GET A DATE IN 10 MINUTES?

PEOPLE ARE GENERALLY SOCIAL BUTTERFLIES.

Most people dive into these websites that they could declare to the world that they too have an active online-social life.but there are others who post profiles of themselves with one thing in mind, to meet new people and eventually form meaningful relationships which would hopefully lead to something deeper, like LOVE, maybe?

countless dating have sprouted as proof of peoples yearning to find their special one   in cyberspace. oftentimes though,the meeting of two kindred spirits is not intentionally matchesd in social networking haeven. just like  in offline situations, love can find you in most unxepected places.

this question usually arises in some peoples mind "IS IT POSSIBLE TO FIND ROMANCE ONLINE? CAN PRINCE CHARMING TRANSCEND THE BORDERS OF THE WORLD WORLD WIDE WEB? OR IS LOVE OVER THE INTERNET SEEMINGLY AN ELUSIVEL FANTASY?"

"THE INTERNET IS A GREAT PLACE TO MEET PEOPLE WHO HAVE SIMILAR INTERESTS.JUST MAKE SURE YOU REALLY WANT A RELATIONSHIP AND ARE WILLING TO WORK AT IT."

ETSOS:DD

nransan mo ng makipag away dba.malamang nman.hhaha.

e ung magkaron ng katampuhan?syempre nmn oo.napakabanal mo nmn siguro kung wala pa.naging tao kpa.xD

hayun.wala lng.sana nde na sya galit saken.hummm.nde ko kse alam kung bat sya nagalit saken ee.siguro namisinterpret nya lang ung snabe ko.hayss.yan ang hirap pag nde mo face to face nkausap ung kausap mo ee.

.napansin mo baa?.sana naapnsin mo..oo napansin mo yn panigurado.aahhaa

sori naa:DD

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FYI -THROUGH A RAPIST EYES!

GIRLS MUST READ THIS!

A group of rapists and date rapists in prison were interviewed on what they look for in a potential victim and here are some interesting facts:

1] The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle. They are most likely to go after a woman w ith a ponytail, bun, braid or other hairstyle that can easily be grabbed. They are also likely to go after a woman with long hair. Women with short hair are not common targets.

2] The second thing men look for is clothing. They will look for women whose clothing is easy to remove quickly. Many of them carry scissors around to cut clothing.

3] They also look for women on their cell phone, searching through their purse or doing other activities while walking because they are off guard and can be easily overpowered.

4] The number one place women are abducted from/attacked at is a grocery store parking lot.

5] Number two are office parking lots/garages.

6] Number three are public restrooms.

7] The thing about these men is that they are looking to grab a woman and quickly move her to a second location where they don’t have to worry about getting caught.

8] If you put up any kind of a fight at all, they get discouraged because it only takes a minute or two for them to realize that going after you isn’t worth it because it will be time-consuming.

9] These men said they would not pick on women who have umbrellas, or other similar objects that can be used from a distance, in their hands.

10] Keys are not a deterrent because you have to get really close to the attacker to use them as a weapon. So, the idea is to convince these guys you’re not worth it.

POINTS THAT WE SHOULD REMEMBER:
1] If someone is following behind you on a street or in a garage or with you in an elevator or stairwell, look them in the face and ask them a question, like ‘what time is it’, or make general small talk like ‘can’t believe it is so cold out here, we’re in for a bad winter’. Now that you’ve seen their faces and could identify them in a line- up, you lose appeal as a target.

2] If someone is coming toward you, hold out your hands in front of you and yell ‘Stop!’ or ‘Stay back!’ Most of the rapists this man talked to said they’d leave a woman alone if she yelled or showed that she would not be afraid to fight back. Again, they are looking for an EASY target.

3] If you carry pepper spray (this instructor was a huge advocate of it and carries it with him wherever he goes,) yelling ‘I HAVE PEPPER SPRAY!’ and holding it out will be a deterrent.

4] If someone grabs you, you can’t beat them with strength but you can do it by outsmarting them. If you are grabbed around the waist from behind, pinch the attacker either under the arm between the elbow and armpit or in the upper inner thigh - HARD. One woman in a class this guy taught told him she used the underarm pinch on a guy who was trying to date rape her and was so upset she broke through the skin and tore out muscle strands the guy needed stitches. Try pinching yourself in those places as hard as you can stand it; it really hurts.

5] After the initial hit, always go for the groin. I know from a particularly unfortunate experience that if you slap a guy’s parts it is extremely painful. You might think that you’ll anger the guy and make him want to hurt you more, but the thing these rapists told our instructor is that they want a woman who will not cause him a lot of trouble. Start causing trouble, and he’s out of there.

6] When the guy puts his hands up to you, grab his first two fingers and bend them back as far as possible with as much pressure pushing down on them as possible. The instructor did it to me without using much pressure, and I ended up on my knees and both knuckles cracked audibly.

7] Of course the things we always hear still apply. Always be aware of your surroundings, take someone with you if you can and if you see any odd behavior, don’t dismiss it, go with your instincts. You may feel a little silly at the time, but you’d feel much worse if the guy really was trouble.

FINALLY, PLEASE REMEMBER THESE AS WELL …

I know you are smart enough to know these pointers but there will be some time, when you will go ‘Hmm… I must remember that.’ After reading, forward it to someone you care about. Never hurts to be careful in this crazy world we live in.

1. Tip from Tae Kwon Do: The elbow is the strongest point on your body. If you are close enough to use it, do it.

2. Learned this from a tourist guide to New Orleans : If a robber asks for your wallet and/or purse, DO NOT HAND IT TO HIM. Toss it away from you… chances are that he is more interested in your wallet and/or purse than you and he will go for the wallet and/or purse. RUN LIKE MAD IN THE OTHER DIRECTION!

3. If you are ever thrown into the trunk of a car: Kick out the back tail lights and stick your arm out the hole and start waving like crazy. The driver won’t see you but everybody else will. This has saved lives.

4. Women have a tendency to get into their cars after shopping, eating, working, etc., and just sit (doing their checkbook, or making a list, etc.) DON’T DO THIS!The predator will be watching you, and this is the perfect opportunity for him to get in on the passenger side, put a gun to your head, and tell you where to go. AS SOON AS YOU LOCK YOUR DOORS…LEAVE!

5. A few notes about getting into your car in a parking lot, or parking garage:
a. Be aware. Look around you. Look into your car, at the passenger side floor, and in the back seat.

b. If you are parked next to a big van, enter your car from the passenger door. Most serial killers attack their victims by pulling them into their vans while the women are attempting to get into their cars.

c. Look at the car parked on the driver’s side of your vehicle, and the passenger side. If a male is sitting alone in the seat nearest your car, you may want to walk back into the mall, or work, and get a guard/policeman to walk you back out. IT IS ALWAYS BETTER TO BE SAFE THAN SORRY. (And better paranoid than dead.)

6. ALWAYS take the elevator instead of the stairs. (Stairwells are horrible places to be alone and the perfect crime spot).

7. If the predator has a gun and you are not under his control, ALWAYS RUN! The predator will only hit you (a running target) 4 in 100 times. And even then, it most likely WILL NOT be a vital organ. RUN!

8. As women, we are always trying to be sympathetic: STOP IT! It may get you raped, or killed. Ted Bundy, the serial killer, was a good-looking, well educated man, who ALWAYS played on the sympathies of unsuspecting women. He walked with a cane, or a limp, and often asked ‘for help’ into his vehicle or with his vehicle, which is when he abducted his next victim. I’d like you to forward this to all the women you know. It may save a life. A candle is not dimmed by lighting another candle. I was going to send this to the ladies only, but guys, if you love your mothers, wives, sisters, daughters, etc., you may want to pass it onto them, as well.

Send this to any woman you know that may need to be reminded that the world we live in has a lot of craziness in it and it’s better safe than sorry.

WHY WAS CUPID A BOY?

why was cupid a boy,
and why a boy was he?
he should have been a girl,
for aught that i can see

for he shots with his bow,
and the girl shoots with her eye,
and they both ar merry and glad,
and laugh when we do cry.

and to make cupid a boy
was the cupid girls mocking plan,
for a boy can't interpret the thing
till he become a man
the parody of "WHY WAS CUPID A BOY"

and then he's so pirced with cares,
and wounded with arrow smarts,
that th whole business of his life
is to pick out the heads of the darts

"T'was the greek's love of war 
turn" love into a boy,
and woman into a statue of stone-
and away fled every joy.

bakit.

bakit kelangan mag pramis kung nde rin nmn tutuparin?

masama kaya yun.nakakadisappoint pa at the same time.

nde ba nila naiintndhan kung ano ung pwedeng maramdaman mo.wala ba silang pakialam.

ano man ang dahilan dpat nde ka ngsslita ng tapos kung nde mo nmn kayang gawen.

dahil nde mo alam kung gano pinhalgahan ng taong yun ang bnagay mong salitaa.

ano nlng magiging reaksyon nya naung nalman nya na nde mo pla matutupad un.

oo ssbhin nya okey lang.pero ang hnde mo alam.nssktan sya ng sobra.dindamdam nya lahat ng yon.

kaya dapat tayo hanggat mkkaya wag kayong magiiwan ng isang pangakong nde mo kayang pangalagaan at tuparin.

pra rin yon sa ating kapakanan.KUNG GUSTO MONG IRESPETO KA.NATUTO KANG RUMESPETO!

labstorii

naniniwala kaba sa isang hapi ending  na pag ibig?

napakagandang isipin dba?napaksyaa kung mangyyare sau at sa iyong iniibig.marahil marami ang nangangarap ng ganitong pangyyare pra sa kanilang lablaypp.

isa na doon si NENE.ang isang dalagang hinde nmn kgandhan at nde den gnun katalinong bata kung ikukumpara sa iba.pero nde den sya basta basta kung iispin dahil meron den syang nattnanging lakas ng loob na sdyang hinahangaan ng iba.

si nene ay dalagang hinde gaanong pansinin ng mga tao.kaya nga minsan naiisip nya kung sya ba ay binuhay sa mundong itoo.[na madalas na tanong den ng ibang tao].medyo malungkitin at may pagka maramdamin den si nene na sadyang hinde napapansin ng kanyang mga kaibigan at kakilala dahel sa nksanayang palangiti at palatawang mukhaa sa dalaga.

may pagka inggetera den  itong si nene.ahaha.dhel nde nga sya ganon napapansen ng mga tao sa kanyang paligid walang nanliligaw dito.na naging dahilan kung bakit madalas na sumasgi sa isip nito ang salitang BAKIT.kasi nmn na kanilang magkakaibigan sya lng ang walang nobyoo.kawawa nmn.

tanggap nmn ito ng dalaga dahel sa isip nya bata pa sya[etsos.hahaha]. nde pa dpat pagnonobyo ang iniisip nyaa.sa isang banda nde den nmn sya papayagan ng kanyang mga magulang hanggat nde pa daw sya nakakapagtapos.

hayun na ngaa.hanggang sa magkokolehiyo na si nene.kinokondisyon na nito ang kanyang  isipan na hinde muna sya magboboypren sa kanyang unang taon sa lokehiyo.pero syempree nde nmn mwawala sa isip nya na sna magakaron den sya khet papano. ((;nde nmn sa nde pa ngkkaranas magboypren itong si nene ngunit sa ksawiang palad ang naging pinkamatagl lng sa mga naging boypren nya ay 3 linggo lng.hahaha.nakakaawang bata.

hanngang sa dumating sa buhay nia si TOTO;]]--isang skulmayt ni nene nung elementarya.

--bakasyon noon ng nagteks ang bespren ni nene at sabe"UI NAAALALA MO PABA SI TOTO?GRABEE.DITO NA PALA SYA NAKTIRA MALAPIT SAAMEN.ANG GWAPO PA DEN NYA!"

kinilig ang loka ng mbasa nag teks na ito ng knyang bespren.nalaman pa nya na halos sya lng pala ang napagusapan ng dalawa.sa kanilang paguusap naibgay ng bespren ni nene ang fs accnt nito kay toto.na kinatuwa nmn ng dalaga.haha.ayun nagmmdali ang dalaga na mkgamit ng kanilng kompyuter dahil mrahil nandun na at nagkoment na si toto sknyaa.

ng buksan ni nene ang nsabing site natuwa ito dhel nandun na nga ang koment ni toto.at nilaagay dito ang knyang numero.dali daling kinuha ito ni nene at tineks ang binata[landee.]hanggang sa dumaan ang mga araw.ngbalik ang pagkakaibigan ng dlawa.na nwala ng ilang taon dahel  hinde nga parehas ang eskwelhan na pinasukan nila nung sila ay nsa hayskul palang.

nasa eskwelhan ang dalaga nun ksama ang gurong ina nito at tinutulngan mag ayos ng silid aralan para sa nlalapit na pasukan.hanngang tumunog ang knyang selpon at inaasahan nya na si toto ang nagteks para bumati ng magandang umgaa.at magtanong tanong ng kung ano ano.

at nagtanong nga binata, tinanong nito kung nsan naroon si nene.singot nmn un ni nene.at sinabing nsa iskul nila ito dati.hinde nmn lingid sa kaalaman ni nene na malapit lng ang bahay nila toto sa eskwelahan kung saan nagtuturo ang kanyang ina.na syang eskwelhan den kung san sila nagtapos ng elementarya.

maya maya nagteks si toto at bglang sinabe "NASAN BA UNG ROOM NG MAMA MO?NANDITO KSE AKO NGAUN SA SKUL." halos nde makahinga ang loka ng mbsa ito dahel bka sabunutan sya ng kanyang nanai pag nlaman ito.kaya nde nya na ito nireplyan pero nagulat sya ng narinig ang tinig ng kanyang serr nung grade six at hinhanp siyaa.at sa kasawiang palad kasama nya si toto.waasak.natawa ang ina ni nene dahel nde nmn lingid sa kaalaman nia ang tungkol kay toto dahel kilala nya na ito simula pa noon.noong kse ay nsa ika apat na baitang pa lamang sina nene ay binigyan sya ng plastik na rose ni toto noon.hahaha.

kinakabahan na ang dalagaa.dahel baka kung ano ang sbhin ng knyang ina kay toto pero dahil na den sa pagiging propesyunal ng ina nya nde nmn nya ito binastos.sa halip ay biniro pa nya ito at sinabing "UI TOTO?HAHA.SINO BINIBISITA MO DITO?SI NENE BA?NAKO NAKO AA.NGA PALA TUMTANGKAD KAA AA."

natawa nlng ang dlaga at namangha na den dahel sdyang nagiba ang itsura ni toto.lalo pa syang naging gwapo.na knya nmng kinatuwa.haha.

hinde rin nagtagal ay umalis na sina toto.at ngateks kay nene sbe nito ay nde na sya mgttagal dahil dumaan lng sya doon at may pupunthan pang ibaa.

HANGGANG SAA....sikret na muna.haha.antyin ang kasunod.msyado ng mahaba gabi na.harhar.

ITUTULOY.[[[;

kwento ni yaya

yeah.its my first post.wuahhaa.nakakatuwa den nmn pala.

actually wala akong balak na gumwa nito.naiingget lng ako sa master kong si palamunin.haha.

yaaa.unang unang post palang patapon na.saya dba?aun aun.im hoping na mging sensible nmn khet papano ang blog kong itoo.haha.dbale.mag eesyert ako ng effort at force.haha.

hayun.